Sometimes people will search for a method to end their lives quickly and painlessly and there are answers, but know that none of them is really painless.
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I am 16 years old. I am not special, or unusual. I am depressed and schizophrenic. I have tried to kill myself before by taking around 20 paracetamol tablets but it didn't work. I am in foster care and I have been since I was 9 years old and it has not been a particularly pleasant experience. I have been to live with so many foster families but they have all broken down at some point. It has gotten to the point now where I have no one to call family and I don't even want one because every time I get close to someone, things go wrong and they leave. At school I have some amazing friends, however I don't have many of them anymore. I used to have lots of them but many of them decided they didn't want to have to deal with me and my complicated life. It is now 3 weeks until my first GCSE exam and I just cant be bothered. I cant be bothered to get up in the morning. I cant be bothered to try and sleep, only to wake up constantly from nightmares. I cant be bothered to try anymore. The only reason I am still here is because of Annie. She is one of my best friends and I am in love with her. She was there at my last suicide attempt and it completely destroyed her. Just sitting here thinking about it is horrible. She cried all the time for weeks but she never left me. And for that she is definitely the strongest person I know. She is always mad at me at the moment. Every time I don't come into school (which is very often), she gets mad. Sometimes I just think that it would be easier for everyone if I just left. Because personally, I don't think I'm worth all of this trouble. However, I know that suicide is not the answer. Many suicide attempts do not work and are in fact a cry for help. that's what mine was. No one knew how much things were affecting me and at the time, that was the only way I could think of telling people. When people found out I started to get help. Maybe it is just me being impatient, I don't know, but right now I don't feel any different. But the problem with suicide is that it doesn't get rid of the pain. All it does is pass it on to other people. And while you may think, "Well there is no one out there who cares enough about me for it to bother them" you are wrong. Anyone that knows you will be affected. Trust me, one of my best friends tried to kill himself when he was 14 and I still have nightmares about it. We are still best friends now and I honestly have no idea where I would be without him. But even if you don't have a best friend, or even just a friend. someone will be hurt by it. Whether that be a teacher, a work colleague, or a neighbour. Someone will. So like I said, whilst you may be happy to throw all of the pain and suffering that you feel away and just sink into the black abyss that is death, just remember, someone has to catch all of that pain. Just remember that.
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i feel its about time for me to just end my life right now cause i cant do it anymore im giving up on life right now frfr. i want to just overdose right now i wish i could just get hold to some peels like right now frfr man i dont want to be here at all. i dont have no one to talk to or even cry on when im down to the point where i dont want to be here at all so you know what im just gone end it for everyone in my life right now and just kill myself or commit suicide
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Why don't you all Skype and help each other?
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hai. i am fed up with my life. i dont want to live. i want to die. give me any idea.
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Reading the comments on this post breaks my heart. I am suicidal and have tried to end my life multiple times and honestly I made this Google search because I was thinking about trying again. I know how it feels and how hopeless everything seems but please hold on. If you haven't seeked help, please do, if you feel alone try to reach out to people around you, you'd be surprised how many other can relate and how many others feel alone. Death is not the answer, ending your life is not the solution, it seems like a great escape and a way to end the pain but if you die you'll never get to experience getting better and recovery. You never know what's coming next, you don't realise how loved you are and I know it doesn't seem like it but things will change and they will get better and you will be so glad you stayed.
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I wish to die.... Due to money... The ditch...also I missed my part of life believing fake persons.. It troubled my innocent parents.. I was admitted in hospital while I tried attempting suicide last time and again my parents had been thru hardships for savin me.. I really don't knw wat to do with my life... I need some huge amount to study.. BT my poor parents can't help me out... Am being cheated by people.. So there is no way to love or hav friendship wwth.. Thn fr wat am I alive... My frnds over here... Please let me knw some ways... On how shud I handle this situation.. Am just 19.. I really love to live and damn wshing to die... Sounds silly ???? ... Some1 over here.. Please be with me and show me the way... If u chose to die, will die... If to live, will live... I don't know to whom can I share my pain
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I am just 15 and I have been persuading myself not to kill myself since the beginning of my AP classes. My family has completely forgotten I am human, and they keep saying that I am not studying at all and that I am a failure, even though I am at the top of my class. I already am insecure so hearing that every single day, along with the constant yelling and screaming directed towards me, makes me go neurotic. And when I start crying and yelling at them to stop, they just yell that I am just putting up a show. When I pick up a song to listen to while I am eating, they yell about how my one classmate told me to study 5 months ago. So, I know none of you want to hear about my problems, but I have no one in my life to talk to, no real friends or normal family, and talking to a teacher would ruin my chances of having a good life, if I decide to live it. It is just that I am so afraid of what I will miss, and what will await me. I want to watch of the human life when I die, but I am really afraid and I want someone to guid me in the right direction. Because of my parents I have even started to believe that I belong in a mental hospital, and when I try to hint to them that I need regular comfort and help they disregard me coldly. So please help me I really don't want to die young, but if I will only live an upsetting life like this one I will hate to see college. Thank you if you took the chance to enlighten me.
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Nobody cares about me. I'm only eight and my moms an alcoholic while my father is the same. Imma go kill myself. I don't know why I'm even here but if I tell somebody atleast it's somebody who understands my plight. Although living is pointless anyhow because u need water 2 survive but 100% of water drinkers die. All this Bs about living in another life was pointless. Religion was created in a time of widespread ignorance to control people with the unknown
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Everyone thinks I'm a fat ugly green frog.. Help me..
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Today somebody threw a snowball at me when I'm not looking. In end it means all people are out to get me and I think should I kill myself to run away??
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