nobody should ever feel this bad where they want to kill themselves I'am not trying to preach or anything but do not do it I believe that everything happens for a reason and you may be feeling hopeless and lost but that will go away eventually I promise you it will help if you ask for help it may seem like nobody is on your side but you always will have somebody with you. God put you in this world for reason to live it to the fullest what's the point if your just going to waste it . Think about your option. If your thinking about this young, you never been in love never got married never been around the world you haven't done much live your life to the fullest and in time everybody will have their time but killing your self is not your time trust me. I'll always be there to help

About 2 years ago I tried to kill myself by ODing on ibuprofen pills and a few others I found in my house. I'm not sure how many ibuprofen I took, but it was probably around half of a fairly large bottle. I took them at night, so I went to sleep about half an hour after taking them, probably around 11:30 PM. I woke up at around 5 AM, groggy, throwing up, and unable to register anything clearly. I couldn't even process the fact that I was throwing up, so I was actually lying in a pool of my own vomit for about an hour until my mom found me. My mom said that at around midnight I had been walking around and hallucinating, with no idea where I was. I was actually better by that afternoon, so this is a very very unreliable way of attempting suicide. I am currently looking for another way to kill myself now, but I wouldn't recommend this method to anyone.

I just really wanna die. I lost my nanny, my best friend to the Lord, and here about a week ago lost my boyfriend, I just don't wanna be here.

It doesn't look like this is an effective way for someone to commit suicide. If I'm going to kill myself tonight I guess I'll have to find a different method

I've been so depressed and now I fucked up my relationship with the love of my life. I'm not nor ever happy with myself. I don't want to be here in this misery.

About a year ago, I was feeling very suicidal and the only thing I could get ahold of was Ibuprofen. At about midnight, I took 244 pills (200mg), amounting to 48,800mg. I went to sleep right after and at about 4am, I woke up puking. I had no control over myself, I could not stop the vomiting. I also could not walk and kept stumbling and falling which caught my mom's attention, she found me laying in a pile of vomit. I was taken to the ER soon after. I remember my mom holding me up so that I would not fall and I vomited at the reception desk. I was then taken to a room, via wheelchair, and continued vomiting. I apparently had a dangerously low heart rate and kept getting monitored. I talked to the doctor and told him what happened and they decided not to pump my stomach or anything because I had already been throwing up a lot. I vomited a couple more time and then I woke up like at 9am and was still nauseous and feeling ill, I also threw up one last time. I was sent to a psychiatric hospital for a week. To summarize, I took a huge ammount and was fine, probably because I was otherwise healthy. The whole night is still a blur and I remember feeling very dissoriented and confused. I had also taken a large amount at an earlier date and was completely fine. That day, I took 100 pills and just threw up once overnight. Anyway, Ibuprofen is not dangerous, in my opinion (unless you mess up your kidneys), but it can cause very uncomfortable symptoms so be careful.

About a year ago, I was feeling very suicidal and the only thing I could get ahold of was Ibuprofen. At about midnight, I took 244 pills (200mg), amounting to 48,800mg. I went to sleep right after and at about 4am, I woke up puking. I had no control over myself, I could not stop the vomiting. I also could not walk and kept stumbling and falling which caught my mom's attention, she found me laying in a pile of vomit. I was taken to the ER soon after. I remember my mom holding me up so that I would not fall and I vomited at the reception desk. I was then taken to a room, via wheelchair, and continued vomiting. I apparently had a dangerously low heart rate and kept getting monitored. I talked to the doctor and told him what happened and they decided not to pump my stomach or anything because I had already been throwing up a lot. I vomited a couple more time and then I woke up like at 9am and was still nauseous and feeling ill, I also threw up one last time. I was sent to a psychiatric hospital for a week. To summarize, I took a huge ammount and was fine, probably because I was otherwise healthy. The whole night is still a blur and I remember feeling very dissoriented and confused. I had also taken a large amount at an earlier date and was completely fine. That day, I took 100 pills and just threw up once overnight. Anyway, Ibuprofen is not dangerous, in my opinion (unless you mess up your kidneys), but it can cause very uncomfortable symptoms so be careful.

While I was in the service I took 12 extra strength ibuprofen each had 800 mg. I didn't die or feel any pain though it did cause me to have a stroke and both my kidneys fail.

Back in October, I had grown tired of being so depressed and decided to take 50 200mg tablets of ibuprofen (10,000mg). It put me in a coma for about a month and a half. I'm a 16 year old girl, 5'7" and I weigh 110lbs. That was the worst mistake I've ever made. If I had succeeded, i wouldn't be here today to enjoy my newborn niece's life. She is truly a gift.

When you kill yourself the pain does not end, it gets worse outside of this world. Trust me, you do not want to take that matter into your own hands-- you will suffer for it eternally. We're here as a test to see how we deal with pain, and I hope everyone's able to find that way to deal. Your reward for dealing with the pain is a million times bigger than the pain ever was, so it's always worth fighting through it. You don't have to be religious, just choose love. Find those who love you (even if it's hard-- there are many people who love you) and let yourself hear and feel their loving words to start the healing. Good luck.